hidup yang penuh suprise

come bebeh, we all buat entry ala2 coretan hidup. bukan selalu kowt. den kalau dah start nulis Bahasa nieyh alamat grammar semua tunggang langgang. jangan harap ada selitan simpulan bahasa mahupun peribahasa kali ini. Kalau Puan Zubaidah, cikgu BM den tyme skolah dulu baca entry nieyh musti kepala die posing. ntah camne anak didik die semua bahasa malaysia buleh lulus. Once masuk uni jerk, semua tunggang langgang. takde semblance langsung dengan hapa yang dah diblajo di sekolah. dulu kalau suruh buat karangan BM lepas r laie nak siapkan dalam masa 2 jam dua muka surat setengah. belum campor manusia spesis eager ya amat buat ala2 novel sastera karangan fakta tuh, la ni, cuba hangpa suluh bagi kat budak2 uni suruh buat karangan biographi diri sendiri, belum tentu struktur ayat dan grammar depa betul. semua lingkup.

And..apa kena mengena suprise ngan entry kali nieyh? den pon x taw. kowt nampak cam sedap nak letak buat tajuk entry aku bantai r letak. huh. aku dah terkejut gaban dah minggu lepas kawan sekelas aku tyme aku f5 PM me dekat Fb saying that she's getting married this september and the reception event will be on disember. tuh lagi haru, angin takde ribut takde, malah monyet atau king kong pon xde, alih2 pokok bergoyang. 5,6 kali den tanya betui ke idok.dah sampai seru~biorlah.janji eko bahagia bersama ye. bebudak batch pon kan kemain bahagia jadik auntie n uncle x official baby aleesya (anak incik halim sama puan ezi). xde anak sindri, anak orang lain pon jadik r. tumpang rasa megah sekali.hehehe.

tyme raya nieyh ingat nak jumpa ngan cewek beta, baiduri (wajib ketemu setiap cuti sem), my dear ted (our dvd dah sampai.QAF.all five seasons~so gonna have fun watching those blasted series) and dearest laling and kyoko, kalau buley. aku maw jumpa sama ana juga, sama raj, sama bebudak sekolah yang rasa cam nak ngadap muka aku laie. kalau agak dah dekat pat lima taun x jumpa aku saya nasihatkan jangan buat gaya teddy a.k.a. cik zaity murni sulaiman. dah elok aku dok lambai die dari jauh boleyh die datang and tanya aku ngan musykilnya "ini sharifah zanariah ke?". dey, xkan aku boley tetiba tukar jadik paris hilton kowt. huk, tyme aku terserempak ngan atiq azman lu tyme kat ampang aku kene perhati die semayang sampai abis.dua tiga kali die lalu depan aku wat dek.aku tengok gaya dah sebijik da cam atiq zaman sekolah lu,once aku panggil baru die maw sapa aku. hazirah zamri je ku ingat die tegur aku lu.dekat sacc mall tyme tuh.aku pandang die, die pandang aku.then die sebut nama manja intan payung aku "cik pah ke?" alkisah jadik r cerekarama sekejap kat situ.

kesimpulannya, kalau nampak manusia muka cam sharifah zanariah,try2 r tego. aku taw aku dah x seselekeh dulu namun beta tetap beta. u all kalau jumpa manusia muke cam aku kat kedai buku @ komik sah r tuh aku.xde lalinnye.kalau nampak perangai die spastik semacam depan buku pastuh die bercerita ngan semangatnye ngan orang sebelah die, sah r tuh aku.nak kuatkan lagi dakwaan anda, sila curi dengar perbualan manusia rupa iras2 aku tuh. kalau ko dengar ayat camni: "u noe, last i tengok papa die nye series daddy x kuar laie.dah bace fanfic baru? ah, taw x ader madvid?u should listen to len's new song. n got a lot of doujin bersepah merata kat disk srive i....." see, anda mungkin x paham bahasa apa yang die cakap namun ianya adalah bukti bahawa anda jumpa sharifah zanariah yang sebenar,tahniah. saya cakap tak pernah masok akal.

sekian, assalam.

apakah?

++chepazana++

++what the??++

I'm not a child anymore.

I would not let the past haunt me.

and so does the Present.

no matter how terrible it can be.

if this is what people said running away from reality

I don't care

I wouldn't run

if not for the fact that reality suck so much

that it disrupt me

I try not to shed tears alone

and I try to bring them out of the mess

once I garner enough strength

I try my best

to not be a fucked up adult

a month before eid: the ramadhan

ramadhan, a much awaited month. since this is the month before eid, where people celebrate and have a good time of it. all the fasting done in ramadhan really make eid a beautiful day to celebrate. but ramadhan is one of the nicest month that the hijriyah calendar have.it's a month for everyone.

yes, fasting can be really tiring especially when you have the day full of lectures and classes to attend. not to mention the sudden burden of lots of assignment and all procrastinated works waiting to be done. not to mention that ramadhan fall just right in the middle of the semester, where lecturers all rushing to cover up their syllabus, all the missed class and giving assessment. it's taking a toll to your mental and physical state. plus, once you get home you got to prepare all the food needed to break the fast. here comes the hectic in the kitchen. with bawang to potong, cili to blend, sambal to make, kuih for dessert. sometimes you don't even know what to cook today.

try to go along the road of your neighborhood, on foot during 530pm to 7pm-ish. you can smell different food from different house. just now, around 7 pm i just get a sniff of cempedak goreng, one of my fav kuih.the sweet smell of it~yum. of course when you talk about ramadhan the food that only exist during ramadhan come into your mind. kuih samosa, kuih pelita bulan, all type of nasi kerabu, murtabak. try to visit one of the nearest bazaar ramadhan, it's like a small food festival was held there. yet today i didn't get to visit one at all. i even don't have nasi to eat when i break my fast today. not even a kueh.just my favourite lipton's green tea. and a piece of chipsmore. my headache is killing me. only managed to eat maggi goreng, side dishes are fried egg and 3 piece of udang goreng kunyit. too pissed of to a lot of thing maybe.and my headache, again.

still having my headache.thus i don't even make sense of what i post today. i got to think for tomorrow's menu.it's my turn to cook tomorrow. should i just make sardin masak kicap, some fried udang and telor and of course sayur goreng, resipi ehsan ayang saya, cik noorbaiduri shaibani.nama penoh laie tuh i letak kat u taw.

and somehow uul got to say something on my behalf and i got back half of what i share for barang dapor. guys, i'm sorry for being a picky eater but i can't help it.say whatever you like but i never complain if i can't eat what i usually have.seriously.if u didn't cook my type of food, i keep quiet and eat my own food.just the kuah and nasi.not that i gonna die kalau i x dapat apa yang i x dapat.i makan lauk kosong.actually sangat senang nak jaga i.macam jaga kucing, u guys sumbat ikan.bagi nasik.ada kicap.satu jenis sayor i x sentoh so beli jerk ntok u guys.i even brought my own udang datang. tapi you guys guna lah klu u all nak masak.bukan i nak makan sensorang pon.janji tinggal sikit kat i. x yah bayor.halal.kongsi r makan.cam x bese.jangan kate aku x syukur.aku wat hal aku.tengok, tetiba aku emo pastuh tulis mende takde kaita.takpe, bukan ada manusia sangat yang follow blog aku nieyh.ye, ketahuilah manusia.saya macam kucing kalau nak jaga.ngehehe.

++chepazana++

++have to stop writing or else jadik lebey emo++

++listening to:rock kapak at sinar.fm++

latest project

the last one is vocaloid fanart.

this tyme it gonna be ciel and alois from kuroshitsuji. i don't think of the color scheme yet.i can't even picture how this lineart will end up be. the lineart is kinda messy since i'm trying my newly-developed pen which evolve from pen mata tirus to pen mata khat.it's hard.really.instead of changing pens with others that have finer size, i have to control my grip and my flow.so screwed up.consider this as experimental piece. both lineart and color wil be experimental in this. alois's smile is so hard to draw that i almost gave up drawing him.

may i have the will to color. this gonna take me the whole day.

kuroshitsuji belongs to toboso yana, one hell of mangaka.

++chepazana++

++considering the idea of sleeping at 1217am. still early meh++