tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-857664729815382072024-03-14T00:33:36.772+08:00cHepA Got Her hEad KnockeD!!!!well..I'm not gonna bother y'all with some idiotic words....enjoy!!!!!chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-64015714039451257502013-04-12T17:03:00.002+08:002013-04-12T17:03:54.933+08:00I do love multimedia fics. bcoz it's awesome. and fun.with pictures and all, like children storybook. pretty pretty picture children storybook.<br />
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conclusion: Multimedia fics, is a picture storybook, but with not so innocent theme.<br />
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so, yeah.<br />
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And I was roaming in TW fandom, coz I was bored, and need new material, and I blame Merlin fandom who seduced me to Sterek, although I did not watch TW, at all. Nor do I know the canon storyline apart from there are werewolves (which mean there's bound to be knotting fics), bunch of high school teenagers and shirtless man with rippling abbs. and I found this thing.<br />
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http://archiveofourown.org/works/462385 in which stiles doodling and derek found.<br />
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and then derek doodle, and stiles found http://archiveofourown.org/works/465303?view_adult=true<br />
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guh.<br />
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y didnt other fandom do that oso??<br />
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++saya tetap tak berapa nak tempted nak tengok TW++</div>
chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-58751052304932957062013-03-31T15:00:00.002+08:002013-03-31T15:00:44.016+08:00cliffie yg berbezaOK, ITS ABOUT CLIFFIE.AND APOLOGIZE FOR THE CAPS LOCK. ME ISH LAZY TO WRITE IT NORMALLY.SO YES,IM STILL READING FOOTLOOSE'S LOADED MARCH SERIES. AND SHE UPLOADED PART 12 RECENTLY.I DONT WANT TO READ THE WHOLE THING YET, SO I JUST SCROLL DOWN+SKIM READ IT.PART 12 WAS DIVIDED INTO THREE CHAPTERS. THE THIRD CHAP IS A SORT OF EXTRA DAT IS A BIT SPOILERISH (ACCORDING TO THE AUTHORESS).SO HERE IS IT.IF YOU READ THE FIRST TWO CHAPTER, THIS PART WILL END SATISFACTORILY. BUT IF YOU GO TO THE THIRD CHAP, THERE IS A WARNING.DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE CLIFFHANGED.N I FUCKING SKIM READ IT.N GOD EPIC CLIFFIE SHE GIVE THERE.BTW,THNX FOR THE WARNING.SGT BAGUS YE<div>
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chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-76421594155237713532013-01-02T15:28:00.000+08:002013-01-02T15:28:00.028+08:00tell you whatIf you ever went to medan selera Taman Melawati (at jalan negara.quite a lot of art shop there), there is a bookshop. It situated right in front of the sport toto place and printing shop called Achik. that bookshop is the mamak-kind of shop, where it sells heaps of mags, comics and etc but it was owned by a Malay. According to my pa, this shop had been around about 20 years. He spent his money there when he was young, buying sweets and stuff. my pa is an avid Hong Kong comic reader till now (he's 50 in 23 days). he started way before he got me. And he bought it from this pak cik. every week, without fail. I spent my childhood reading Pedang Setiawan (Stormrider by Ma Wing Shing) and some comics tittled Juara Wira (can't remember who's the artist). He never brought us there tho. My first comic that mum bought me was Sailormoon from Stor Johan (the shop is still there in Melawati) and Dragon ball for my bro. <br />
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when I was 11, we moved to Kuantan. but we will go down to Ulu Kelang everytime my pa had the time for it. And he always went there to buy his comics. And he brought us. It was like the first time he introduced his kids to the pakcik. I bought my first gempak there. When we moved to Sepang, my pa still frequently went to UK. and we always go to the shop together, he bought his stuff, I bought my own (I was in my secondary school, in which I started to seriously collect comics).<br />
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We only went there sometimes once in a year when we lived in Sepang, but everytime me and my siblings went there to browse (minus the 2 youngest and ma parents) he will always asked about my pa. to think he actually recognized us.hahahaha.<br />
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once I was in uni I rarely went there. plus the time in matrix. so that pakcik actually saw me around 2/3 years once, and I usually went there without my pa. but what made me happy is that he still recognized us. rasa macam ada kedai buku sendiri, walhal pak i loyal customer dia.<br />
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lately i brought my youngest two siblings there. Adila has an unhealthy fixation with shoujo manga (as was I, once) n marzuki buy anything that struck his fancy. come to think, nanti pakcik dapat the whole family jadi customer dia. haha, pakcik always ask the same thing when he saw me 'ayah mana, x datang sekali?' nampak sangat ayah aku kaki komik.huhuhu.<br />
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come, datanglah ke kedai pakcik, walaupon i x taw nama pakcik tu. come, buy his stuff. i am promoting him.hahahaha.<br />
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++reminiscing like an old lady++</div>
chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-52909300499576331472012-12-17T02:07:00.000+08:002012-12-17T02:07:09.321+08:00mak na berkata-kata lagihello u'allz nyah-nyah, anak-anak ikan, ayam-ayam, buaya-buaya, tetuan dan pepuan, rindu mak na ngan u'allz taw. hahaha, mak start start nak bertobat dari buat karier jalan belakang ni bz sikitlah nyah.nak kene usung clear holder rata-rata. makan masa taw. nak keluar kena cantik-cantik, yela nak cari rezeki halal kan. mak mana boley x shave sehari, mulalah gatal-gatal mak na punya dagu nyah oi. zaman kerja kat tempat lama takpa x shave nyah, ada orang minat lagi, x gitu nyah. mekap nak kena seimbang, tudung kene belit-belit. yelah nyah, dah tobat kan.ihihihihihihihihi. segan mak.<br />
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okaylah, mak dah puas jalan-jalan kat internet carik anak-anak ikan mantop buat cuci mata, saja nak berbelog dengan u'allz.alang2 pah ngah makan almond london hasil tangan mak dia kan. mak jumpa pah punya secret sketch book. hahaha. harap page depan je bersih, suci dan murni. page kat belakang tu mak rasa mak nak stapler. biar padan muka die nyah. hahaha. sempat ko dapat brapa page buat komik. yang mak pelik tu nyah, semua shota. nyah kalau x taw shota haaa gogle lah. nasiblah apa yang nyah nampak.haha.tapi sian taw nyah, anatomi dia semua lari. hahaha. mak rasa dia kene blajar balik masuk uni segala jadah tu.kihkihkih.<br />
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nak kene bagi makan hapa ye biar bagi baik sakit suka shota si pah tu ye. ada nyah-nyah sekalian taw? ke nak mak bawak jumpa ustaz. tapi mak segan jumpa ustaz. yang muda-muda ni banyak yang segak segak taw nyah.<br />
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ah, mak dapat snap latest stuff ye.mak nak share.sori lah tak leh share page blakang sketch book pah. mak na simpan kat tempat selamat, biar pah tak dapat tambah lagi. lagipon xde lah pah nak tanya kenapa buku ye dah kotor.ohohohoho.<br />
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hem, onwards ye nyah-nyah dan yang lelain (yelah, takut terdiskriminasi)<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">sketch pencil. mak sumpah mak dengar pah menyeranah brapa kali tang buat tangan dia.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">half inked half pencil. pah tambah detail. sebab dia hampas. hahaha. eksyually dia maw bwat Will gigit bandage of a king tapi sebab pah hampas dia x pandai lukis. alkisah</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">inked base. time ni pah seranah pulak sebab tangan gatal nak kaler. 'bayangkan ada screen beso, tabbie, ps dan skema kaler yang wonderful.ah tangan!,' pah, 2012. </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Will.inked.tangan dia x seimbang kan. pah kene lukis shota je nie.hahaha.</td></tr>
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pah cakap ngan mak na, rambut dia mungkin kene pengaruh crita noblesse.kan dalam tu rambut si rai tu asyik terbang ala2 crita hindustan.sangat lembut.fluffy dan segala. mak ada gak join pah baca noblesse. 2D pun 2D lah.janji sedap mata memandang. ye, mak x tahu nak pilih siapa. tapi mak tau pah mempunyai impian x berapa nak senonoh beliau yang melibatkan m-21. mak mungkin buat dia keciwa bila mak point out scar dekat bibir m21 makin baik.huhuhu.<br />
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okay, mak nak chow. nak wax bulu kaki.ahahahahahahahahahah<br />
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++mak na++</div>
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++sakit cabut bulu kaki sindri++</div>
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hadiah spare, anak pah.</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">saya Oyen. like:main cicak, menggila bila malam,mintak makan dislike: uncle tama marah, x dapat makan</td></tr>
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chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-18998325853365690242012-11-27T17:30:00.000+08:002012-11-27T17:30:38.319+08:00i read, i write<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Really, tear-jerking fics are tear-jerking. Just finished
reading this one angsty fics. God. HPDM fics really owned that section. Their
brand of angst is totally different from the one that I read in another fandom
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I have a weakness for HPDM that have those next-gen ppl wif
them. Especially Scorpius. The fandom paint him as something lovely. I remember
this one particular fic (forget title, the author is jinko in ffnet if I’m not
mistaken). Scorpius is their son, through surrogate mother (not mpreg, woot)
and the future is one that the light side is losing. Everyone is dead, and the
final straw is when Harry himself is dead, so Scorp, somehow a
potion-genius-mentored-by-Snape-and-schooling-at-muggle-school made a Time
potion and go back to the past. At each new chapter, there will be excerpt of
Scorp’s journal from the future. It’s an honest-to-god-heart-wrenching opening
excerpt that you’ll ever read. I hate Future!Harry a bit. Too trapped in his
own sadness to remember that Scorp needs him as he’s the only one left. At
least it had that ambiguous happy ending stuff, with the future unknown, people
get together, dear voldie dah kiok though Scorp had to go back to his time and
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And this particular fic I dug in LJ fics rec. I have to lock
my door and barricade it with stuff coz I don’t want my sibling barge in when
I’m tearing up. They’ll mock me. Endlessly. Title: The price we pay for wings
and its sequel. Though the sequel is the one that made me tear up. Author
killed Scorpius. Kejam gile. And Scorp died for Al. My heart yearns to comfort
both Al and Draco. They both love him, and lost him to the new war. And Al,
they’ve only been together for a year before he died. By the time Draco and Al
both cried on Scorp’s death anniversary in Al’s room, I legitly cried. Why kill
a likeable character? Suck big time author. Though it kick the angst bone
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Merthur brand of angst is mostly on the lie that Merlin is
magic and he hides it, and they play on it. Even in modern AU, Merlin always
has a secret. Sasunaru brand of angst lies on their life, and their personality
(Sasuke is the epitome of emo-ness). HPDM brand of angst lie on their
personality, the war, their past, their stance, the community, their
everything. In HPDM, you can always dig in good amount of angst with enough
fluff to balance it. And Plot. They own plot. They can write mysteries, with
romance on the side. If you want a good romcom, flangsty stuff, Merthur Modern
AU totally owned that. And a good, aww-gushing, PWP would be sasunaru forte
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Ahahahaha. I love Scorpius Malfoy. More so than Al. hahaha. blonde always appeal to me</div>
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++chepazana++</div>
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chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-95831265722122232012-11-21T21:35:00.001+08:002012-11-21T21:35:32.324+08:00FMLso I got a bit hormonal, and got easily off my handle, and i've got a bit of my mouth, and temper. Mom is hormonal, and stressed. period.<br />
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So we always, always, always get on a fight. She nag. I nag back. and we give as good as we get. And we (combi and I) learnt early on to not counter every argument she made, and let her nag till she let off her steam. And funnily enough, Kasim ada hati nak tegur me. ha ha. Yes, I made mum angry at me with my temper but Kasim on totally other level. me? Aenda didn't threaten to throw me out...yet. Fuck you Kasim. a man, 22 and still depends on ur family, no motivation and attached to ur phone? cut ur balls, be a girl and get some ride on other man's tail.<br />
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I didnt agree with the way their handling my younger siblings. I said this many time to my mum ( and got in a few fight because of it). They lack discipline. They talk back (esp Uki), and purposely be rude. we'll be moving back to Ulu Kelang, where the youngsters here are varieties of bastard-birthing girls, no-purpose man, a few ppl-that-involve-in-illegal-substance, kids that didn't finish their schooling. The one that come out decent is people that didn't step outside of their house and socialize with the ppl here (my neighbour's kids, whose children r our childhood fren, come out ok. the girls r going to be doctors. slum-born doctors, ha ha. osem wat?)<br />
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so yadda yadda yadda<br />
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nak terjun sungai. air tengah dalam.chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-88230510009686040092012-11-04T21:16:00.002+08:002012-11-05T02:43:26.440+08:00fast update on RL (pentingkah?)currently in a staring-down contest with Uki, coz he is being a brat (ALWAYS!!) and god, kalau boleh, i piap piap leher dia sampai terpriak terus, hampas padi punya budak.<br />
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still diligently menanam anggur. might get serious once after convo. procrastination till the end bebeh. gaya hantu je bagi alasan kan.<br />
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Oyen dah baik dari sakit. and has the ugliest sound a cat can have. last night he was scratching the aquarium (which had two ikan puyu and one ikan keli). He had graciously dump us a loooooooooot of gold (poop!!) that he's been banished to sleep outside each night. He still listen to Tama best, that brat.<br />
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got hooked on Xfactor USA. fav contestants for now are Emblem3 (huzzah, inner teengirl), Paige and Beatrice.<br />
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Still pretty much reading every fics available on Merlin, tho I have incredible urge to read HPDM. Had read a few sasunaru again this past week ( a collection gifted by dear friend. thnk a bunch laling)<br />
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Merlin is almost reaching the half-series mark. ugh, sungguh cepat masa berlalu. dahlah series 6 nye khabar x berapa nak ada (no official say about whether there is S6 or not).<br />
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made kek pisang (pakai blender! org melayu mmg suka pakai shortcut) and biskut kacang mazola (this one selalu jadik pilihan any one of us yg pegi saroja utama-our local mart. they sell it for 20 cent each. heaven nak mampos kalau makan).<br />
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and now I am hungry.pfft<br />
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++chepazana++</div>
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++bila lagi mak na nak muncul mak na tak taw++<br />
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p/s: saya sangat menyarankan anda tune in hot fm cerita cinta @ 11pm-1am weekdays. yes, the talks is sooooooooo lame but if I have a say in anything, I recommend it just because it have fab songs at that time. I know Sinar kinda rolling all the good 90's but this segment's songs just kick my jiwang mode. kemon, feminine?elite?KRU? all in their 90's glory? I so dig that. i might squeal a bit when there's innuendo (a decent malaysian vocal boy band.fourteen? x leh lawan dude)</div>
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Have heard of of monsters and men? I reccing it. coz I like it. am so listening to this kinda o english song. reccing little talks and king and lionheart. mountain sound kinda cool too. up to u guys.</div>
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found a site with flash stuff that u can click on <strike>plugin,slow,faster,andharder</strike> interesting buttons. tho anthro/furry sect hav the<strike> biggest</strike>most flash n by far the funnest of em all. how i stumble upon dis one i don't know. pedo r so gonna like it. pfft <strike>mak na pon likelikelike juga. hiburan waktu takde customer y'alllzz</strike></div>
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chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-22680466244456619162012-10-02T04:10:00.002+08:002012-10-02T04:10:59.935+08:00Things that is on the top of my hate list right now<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Yup, fucking cliffie, where it hangs you by thread and guh,
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I read fanfics on daily basis. I’m an addict. Fact: I rarely
read WIP. In fact the few fanfics that are WIP and I’m following religiously is
HPDM Number Seven by Sara Holmes (yes, she made good HPDM fics. I give u my
word. Go search her on ff.net. In fact I did cry reading her ASS fic ‘hello’)
and Merlin’s Loaded March by footloose. I think I did pamper her with praise
before in this blog but god knows, a praise given is a praise due.</div>
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So yeah, Footloose had uploaded the latest part of LM : 10
Means to an End. And I downloaded it. And I practiced some kind of saintly
patience by holding to read it off until my net go kaput. And I read it. Once
my net go kaput, I read this delicious 100k epic (by far the longest part she
ever did, but seriously the most cliffie that she did. Other parts can’t
compete moar with its cliffie-ness)</div>
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And my lips are bleeding. Partially because it was dry and I
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I go through so many emotions reading it. Footloose had a
way of writing in which you will be sucked in, fall in love with her world and
her characters, and make you <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">feel</i> along
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This part is definitely hotter, with bunch of smutty scene
cleverly done. There are a few Vital Moments (lets go with VM, yeah?) we have
in this part. So much that my head screamed (that may be due coz I’m reading it
from 12 am straight till 630 am, with occasional break of midnight cooking and
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VM 1: They fucking elope.</div>
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tattoos for a year and a day? (either in part 8 or 9, cant remember much. Need
to reread the whole series) They decide to fuck that, run alongside each other
while holding hands to Gaius and get handfasted the pagan way. I think Merlin
was the one who ask Arthur to elope, the man had been tense since the
cage-fight medieval style in part 9 and that help Arthur to relax somehow. The
handfasting ceremony is simple, but magical, in every sense of words. And yeah,
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copying BAMF prototypes, what else? And it seems everyone is jumbled up I don’t
even… The NWO, the Directory, M-something and other secret agents are all full
of their own agendas. And the men with a bunch of dragons that pop up just at
the end of this part (I’ll assume that they are Dragonlords), it’s effing
thicken the main plot. I can totally sympathize with Arthur. They have suddenly
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-Yeah, Arthur is a bit o mess in this part, Morgause hanging
him on thread, which then Merlin counteract by eloping, then the Pendragon
hacking, which lead to him radio-lost somehow and made Merlin and team nervous
as hell and I’m only telling you the plot. Apakah? Okay, they really upped
their relationship, they are fucking serious and it was really never this tense
before. They both have a few of their hard moments here, and they always keep one
another on toe. And I manage to restrain my tears when they have that conflict
about letting Merlin be the bait, just because Arthur somehow play his card
wrong. and it just feel real yeah, none of those exaggerated stuff. Always
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chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-68940502854835279132012-09-04T03:18:00.000+08:002012-09-04T03:18:03.400+08:00crash updatesbehold, my love for merlin fandom is still going on strong, so god help you guys, I'll be wearing, ummm, what , your eyes out, reading all these words.<br />
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oh, I did seemed like I'm dead. with no updating and shit, but goodness, a lot of thing is going on with real life, and boo hoo for my broken lappie and being poor as a church mouse which made access to net is predictably limited (believe me, it's related).<br />
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Spend the whole time during my time on blog-hiatus with not drawing much, clinical practice and yeah, inhaling all those wonderful merlin fics. (also, some appropriate stalking on the production of Merlin season 5) which leads to me dolling out a few recs.<br />
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If you are new to the fandom, I think that they are quite a few classics that you need to read. Merlin fanlore ( <a href="http://fanlore.org/wiki/Merlin_%28TV_series%29" target="_blank">http://fanlore.org/wiki/Merlin_%28TV_series%29</a> ) will help a lot in that department. Once you have done enough digging on it, try on those few classics ( I think they did put it up there, coz, let be honest, I didn't even know this thing exist the first time I plunged my head in this fandom and just now stumbled upon it). once u tasted enough classics, let us see where ur taste lies in, The Canon, The Canon AU, The Modern AU, The Reincarnation, The Modern Magic AU and all others subtypes. then go google. Recommending you guys to google all the fic recs, coz u might get overwhelmed with all the fics out there. It's serious business, finding good fics.<br />
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If one ask me, what is my favourite subtypes, I will answer it accodingly to my flavour of the day. though I am a huge sucker for Flangst (does this word exist? pretty much use it wif my friends like nobody business, yo) and h/c. definitely recommending Lady Ragnell, FuzzyTomato, an oh god, so much more, and oh, FootLoose. oh this person is a must.<br />
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okay, The awesome FootLoose did an awesome series of Loaded March (currently on part nine). Fabulous modernmagicAU. she wrote the most plotty, engaging, emotional fics with characters, including the king-arthur-related-OCs that have more personality than ever. each one is strong in their character, with all the main characters pretty in much in character despite the setting (Merlin in military, will wonder ever cease?) and interacting enough to make all characters Important. ugh, and the building up towards the relationship, it's paced good enough that you didn't feel rushed, you can definitely see the attraction on the earlier stage, growing deeper as the plot thicken, and oh, The Scenes. It will definitely made people go flailing about. This series is divided by part, by each part have their own plot (and ended necessarily) to contribute to the main plot of the series, which is the war that magic users are trying to start. You wont feel necessarily cliffhanged, enough that it feed your fill. And goodness, do read her HS fest fics and her Paperlegend Merlin BB entry. Her Merlin BB is enthralling, with Arthur being deaf made you adore his strong, silent character, and the speech he made at the beginning of the story made me <strike>and u by all mean</strike> want to cry. It captivated me like honestly and brutally true, vivid in the sense that you thought you heard it instead of reading it, despite he being deaf, and he used Merlin's voice to deliver it. owh, and the HS fest fics will have its sequel, as a part of merlin unifest. All the fest that people in merlin fandom do make me happy person.<br />
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Her Awesome AO3 channel: <a href="http://archiveofourown.org/series/9979">http://archiveofourown.org/series/9979</a><br />
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now quickie update on real life. I cant draw normal chara, apparently shota pretty much self-drawn itself that i have no problem in drawing it, I found the knotting kink and oh god, it's hot as fuck, might be moving to UluKelang permanently, still hav and outrageous crush on Mr.Morgan, finished my degree with AD for the last sem only, currently slaving my brain for nursing board exam, have 4 new kitties (Oyen, Mar, Zue, n Qi and if somehow u can pronounce my bro's name in one go, blame him, suka hati je kan), my lappie being absolutely beyond repair (for now, burned motherboard and faulty screen), a :nameless: not-so-much-stalker-than-person-that-didnt-get-a-hint owh, and did you guys noe, u can so call me zaza now?<br />
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hahahaha, laughing away.<br />
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++chepazana++</div>
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++ zaza sukeeeeeeee ++</div>
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<br />chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-42778996351493140352012-03-25T19:07:00.000+08:002012-03-25T19:07:23.115+08:00the late late late entry of recent event!because I got to hang out wif my bestie!!<br />
which practically spend most on making memories at kedai makan and The Car. we really really does spend most of our time fooling around at kedai makan. first the one near Kyoko's house, then at Cyberjaya's kedai mamak..<br />
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I am too lazy to transfer pictures from my phone to the pc and upload it, but fear not, I will find a way to do a suprise pop up picture featuring Laling, a helmet, a car and tons of craziness.haha. those mamak must be sulking seeing our empty dishes and all. it's never a fun task to wash chili sauce. what with the soy sauce and the pepper. cruel thing to do when u left me there. I am serious when I say that I would fall asleep with my face on the food. doing the trick of eating with closed eyes in attemp to savour the roti canai taste to cover up the super sleepy feeling.<br />
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fyi, i still got the blisters. it had yet to heal, but it wont scar. macamlah u guys nak taw pasal my blister kan..<br />
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on side note, dont u think that kyoko a bit scary when she discussed inappropiate use of drug to human being with her colleague that day? is this how pharmacist generally talk to each other? I mean, nurses are girly, what with gossiping around and girly tantrum on workloads, ungrateful fussy relatives and higher ups, and patient with lotsa lotsa procedure...haha, paling tinggi pon nak joke bout killing ppl is when u grab those KCL vial and proclaimed that u want to inject it directly to IV line. more than 80% chance of success of killing a person.<br />
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yes, we need to gather up moar.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++ensuring no active RP-ing happen when we go out++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-31280531393696408652012-02-07T22:28:00.000+08:002012-02-07T22:28:42.102+08:00believe it or not, imma not a childcoz sometimes every single instruction/(nasihat) that you give me made me think that you thought me as an idiot or a child.<br />
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'pah, jangan lupe lap dapur'<br />
'pah, jangan lupa buang sampah'<br />
'pah, air tuh mintak dilap dulu kettle tuh sebelom pah masak'<br />
'pah, lampu tuh ndak boleh diguna'<br />
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STOP IT WOMAN!! I'M APPROACHING 23!! YOU'RE NOT EVEN THAT OLDER, BITCH!<br />
i may look a lil bit of an airhead, but sometimes I thought that you have a worser habit than me. lugging your laundry till it pile up, than hogging up ampaian with ur laundry yg dah lama tinggal..there's a limitlah bape lama pon nak tinggal, sometimes a week nye baju kau kalah baju aku 2 minggu x basoh. but seriously, baju aku pon bukan banyak sangat pon macam baju korang. aku pakai baju semua rotate, boleh kire ngan jari je bape helai yg aku bawak..mana nak shopping baju der? makan pon sempot.<br />
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don't think i didn't notice that you ever really said that stuff to me. me seems like easy prey kan? while everyone is teasing you around wif ur laundry lah, this lah, that lah, the quiet one must be the easiest prey kan? oh seriously, dengan time management issue yg ko ade, aku x taw camne orang kenkadang tahan dengan ko. semua tuh kes sabo je. ko pon bukan bagus mana pon. bende kecik2, janganlah wat macam isu besar kan. tahulah aku nak deal my own mess. aku x kacau barang kau kan.. dude, aku baru nak letak magi lam mangok, ko dah mintak lap dapo? hape, megi aku nye kuah terpecik 100 meter ke atas ke? agak lah kan..<br />
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oh btw, stop using loud voices and high pitched gaggled voice. ada kala orang boleh terima, ada kala u just plain annoying, malam2 pon nak jeritkah? ingat kau jerit sumua orang suka? sikit2 dah lah, kalau banyak kali, ade jugak orang yg nak curah sabun dalam tekak tuh.<br />
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lepas nieyh boleh kata lak, pah tuh diam ja kejenya, apa pon x maw, asyik2 duduk dalam bilik main laptop. x mau berkomunikasi.hah, kalau aku keluar pon apa aku nak cakap ngan korang? : oh, merlin baru best shiot~: (korang buat muke telan hadap je) :uuhh, sherlock bbc not bad: (telan hadap punye muke laie) kalau aku nak join korang pon (x ajok kuar) (ala, ko x taw y yg dulu tuh, ha gini ceritenye) (crita yg nie best oowwh) :.........:<br />
sori, xde crite jantan nak kongsi ngan korang. sebab me ish forever alone, no boys equal to losers in ur guys nye dictionary. otaku? double losers points babe. freaking fujoshi? tripled it up.<br />
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fuck, it's hard to deal with u guys. and that's the reason i dont fit in. nak crite pasal famili pon bukan kome phm kan..hukhukhuk.<br />
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just seriously, dont treat me like an idiot. i may be one, but u are not entitled to treat me just like one.<br />
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fuck off and go bugger yourself.chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-49911466249285304892012-01-27T02:46:00.000+08:002012-01-27T02:46:46.899+08:00plays the detective gamesor more like, silly tittle to flaunting off my crush on BBC"S Sherlock..watch it yet?? if you haven't, IT A MUST!!<br />
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this may contain spoiler so~~~<br />
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okay, so apparently this Sherlock took place in the 21st century, well, a visit to wikipedia will help to answer lots of your question regarding this series, so I won't explain much on that regard...I'm just going to blabber off why I like it.<br />
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for one thing: Sherlock himself<br />
Benedict Cumberbatch is super awesome here, he brought personality to this Holmes. no more those typical icon for sherlock here, u know, magnifying glasses, pipe and all that. This Sherlock wore nicotine patch, long coats and use text, net and all those technology that the new age brought on. Sherlock is eccentric, super-awesome, totally self-centric and super awesome. did I say super awesome yet? yeah, super awesome. He must be regarded with all the awesome thing in this world.<br />
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tell you the truth, I didn't finish up the whole series, i still got episode 2 and 3 of season 2 to watch but I cant just keep it in, it threaten to burst out. haha, maybe bcoz sherlock in Scandal Of Belgravia is super smexy that I can't stop fangirling. I even thought that he was romantic, in a sense of word. I do gave my respect to the woman a.k.a Irene. She may play up the ploy according to Moriarty's plan but she got gut. a dominatrix with brain, gut and looks (is nude really is ur battle dress?) ugh, I might scream myself hoarse when he bust her out bout her sentiment towards him. apparently the women likes him, and use his name for the passcode to her phone that contain formidable info.oh, for all the hetero love, sherlock, don't whisper. ugh.<br />
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I do take a pity on John, dumped bcoz everyone thought he was gay...gay for Sherlock.hahaha. there might be some bromance here, but it can't beat Merlin! (hey, bromance is a valid tactic to attract viewers, lol, women like this, and apparently woman watch tv more than man so yeah, fanservice is a must)<br />
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i didn't tell much about season 1 didn't I? I got carried away with this episode, as you can see. CSI got nothing on this, a pure revamped classic.hahaha. I'm not a big fan of crime series or anything but I got hooked.<br />
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I suffered at first trying to understand what Sherlock is saying, no subtittle, and he shooting up words like gun spewing up bullets, pardon this non-english user. I'm just starting to get the hang of it. though I would be lost again whenever he start his deduction.too fast!! hahaha, I need to improve on the language it seems.<br />
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this series can't be justified with words. just really, watch it. for all the thing sane.<br />
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let the power of scientific deduction carried you away<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++people die, because that's what they do, like Moriarty said++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-51815043895933650562011-12-24T22:45:00.000+08:002011-12-24T22:45:37.758+08:00feeling lonely?feeling depressed? got no one to talk with about ur shitty life.<br />
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tunggu semua orang takde, or go behind locked door yg ade cermin, dalam toilet pon xpe, hadap cermin tuh dan cakap semuanya kat cermin tuh...at least reflection diri korang akan dengar segalanya, siap nangis sekali kalau u'all menangis. tho, ini sebenarnya tanda2 anda memerlukan pakar sakit jiwa.<br />
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on further note, being a misfit sucks so much<br />
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and i really miss the time i do my growing up dekat maahad dulu. at least i get real social life.now? even the net pon x leyh do much.<br />
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fuck my lifechepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-42954514845789578992011-12-12T20:59:00.000+08:002011-12-12T20:59:10.669+08:00ramblinglol, to wake up around 3.30 am every day for three weeks is annoying yo<br />
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still am a noob for almost everything yo~~ coloring, writing,baking,drawing,being a proper human = loser forever. yesh!!<br />
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thick-skinned is so not on lately -blaming the inferiority complex- there goes the confidence :whoosh:<br />
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two months and counting being drowned in BBC's Merlin fandom : tied in, with rocks and all and plop into the fandom figurative ocean: fanfics, spoiler, behind the scenes, interview, bloopers...even if someone manage to hauled me up, CPR might not be necessary..gone forever it seems<br />
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feeling guilty I'm forgetting other fandom? not really...they make me up and shape me like this..though it seems like I'm climbing some sort of invincible stairs, first it's sasunaru, then some other manga characters pairing, jumping into the mainstream yaoi, after that, hello potterverse, some drarry fic for me, oh, and i'll never gonna put aside albus/scorp, now, it's a series. preferably arthur/merlin, though seriously i'm not picky..lol, got to taste my first RPF here.lololo, so grateful of fic rec <3<br />
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social network make me feel worthless and useless and generally like an attention whore, shameless shameless attention whore who post inane stuff bout what I only noe, with no one really to share..blame me in being excited for whatever Colin did, or fic that I read, I get off on that. the small guilty pleasure? Nad who is never tired of my incessant rambling, and being a human that I can touch. and hear, and make eye contact to vent it all out (n I think this is a vice versa thing, she need to vent off too) and not some disembodiment for people who is out there doing god, i dunno. me to blame, of course, being the busy (query note here) peeps. apparently i didnt fill up my social quota nicely, the bar become red..send me some social bunny, sims creator.<br />
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dear someone, i hope your bout of relapse gone quickly..i'm praying for you<br />
and dear someone, sorry for not following up after what happen.I'm gonna call ya after I have enough credit..I'm still in my strict budget=starvation phase<br />
and dear someone other, I'm sorry for being such a noob that I dont really noe how to use that site to keep up and throw in some shite from the sixth pharagraph for other reasons that bear no repeating.lol.be happy, wherever you are <3<3<3<br />
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dear bloggie, i <3 you.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">:rambling ftw:</div><div style="text-align: center;">:ish forever alone, in every sense of speaking, no thanks to self:</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-52393242964298617552011-12-10T00:06:00.000+08:002011-12-10T00:06:04.245+08:00takde maknenyekalau cuba nak perang f5 kat facebook.tambah laie kalau line sentap macam sial kan..aku kejap isi nama dah on ade, pastuh ilang tetiba ganti ngan nama orang lain...cibai sungguh tenet tuh..<br />
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sebab aku taw aku antara orang yg isik awal, ko nak kata nama orang lain kat finalize doc tuh cakaplah, xkan r nama aku yg tetiba ada patuh hilang pastuh tetiba tempat tuh da penuh aku nak tambah no 13 kan? aku bukan sesedap kepala lutut aku r nak bising, aku taw group atif n adie lambat sikit kowt enter dari aku, lepas nama jaja, dah establish nama aku, kat half pc orang lain ade, kat half yg lain xde, nak kata aku salah,\? group atif ngan hadi salah? salahkan tenet, bukan salah kami semua.lantak korang nak gaduh cam kimak kat situ kan..<br />
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aku nye alasan nak gi kajang senang je, aku nak duduk umah, xde pon aku tumpang umah paman buang kat saujana utama..weyh, x semua orang cam korang, kentut kuar dwet..aku nieyh mak pak x kerja, adek aku ntah lari gi pondok mana pastuh sesuka hati kan x bagitau aku, adek pompuan aku kene hulur dwet elaun die nak bagi aku makan...celah mana nak korek dwet nak bayar sewa umah..ingat sesenang hati ke aku nak mintak dwet ngan bapak aku?hari ni mintak esok dapat...korang dapat PT full, elaun JPA pon komplain cam pukimak..weyh, ader orang dapat separuh je PT taw..korang x taw seksa nak nahan dwet yg separuh tuh camne..ko pikir aku nieyh kurus, kurus sesaje? kurus aku bersebab sial...aku dah tak terkira berapa banyak kali aku kene berlapar sebab aku xde dwet nak makan nasi..orang kat umah pon makan nasi goreng je straight seminggu, aku nak makan nasik leuk sesedap? aku ada isi perut lagi lah..<br />
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korang nak kata aku bangang ke, bebal ke, pantat ke, cakap r...aku x sanggup nak cakap ngan mak aku yg aku kene posting ntah dekat mana, pastuh nak kene carik dwet sewa advance pulak ntok umah sewa kawasan umah tu. adek2 aku tuh sekolah pon hutang yuran..sekolah rendah lak tuh..kalau alasan korang nak posting situ memang semata nak carik experience yang power, kimak r korang..kalau dah bebal, camne power tempat tuh pon bebal jugak ko.kan? lantak r, aku entittle nak broke down, kata r aku bodoh sebab nangis x dapat enter nama, lain orang lain konflik..korang x taw jangan nak banyak bukak mulut..aku sumpah rasa cam kimak bila tengok nama faresa kat situ...hoi anjing, jangan ingat aku lupa muka ko tyme tuh ye...ko dah r pakai orang tengah memula bagitaw yg kita kene berusaha ke sungai buloh, pastuh bile sg buloh dah penuh n aku ngan pauline lari ampang, ko bwat muke cam babi bakar kat situ...kenapa ko tukar hospital pulak? alasan hapa ko nak bagi? carut r perangai ko, kalau aku nak maki ko, aku kene maki pakai mulut, baru puas...perangai cam celaka..klu nak tepon balak ade je dwet, nak mesej aku suruh gi spital mana tetiba jadik muflis...kalau aku 10 hinggit boleh tahan 3 minggu, aku mmg ketawa tengok manusia kene topup 30 hengget tetiap minggu<br />
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dah r, carut betol semua nichepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-19227947026745484242011-11-28T01:30:00.000+08:002011-11-28T01:30:09.162+08:00because I am a hopeless romantic (and not so subtle fic rec)or I quote "woo~h, gile Awie dalam sembilu, jiwang siot aku" ( not like I watch the bloody movie :shrug:)<br />
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I am all for med fic. Have I ever tell you guys that? oh well, I'm telling you now. And I'm like drowning in Merlin fandom right now that I spent almost all my waking hours reading Merlin fanfics, and I'm not going to start on exactly how many good one are out there, begging me to read it (thank god for people who did enormous recs, coz they are saviours). And I just need to vent this somewhere, and FB is not an option, and no one want to hear me rant on Merlin fandom anywhere (usually Nadz will be my victim to rant on all good things. she's considerate enough to let me blow my steam off), so here I am, blogging this out (since no one really read what I put up here) ranting on my (current) OTP<br />
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there's this fic, fandom: Merlin, pairing: Arthur/Merlin. Med AU (though the med part isn't exactly been emphasized on much). Here we got Arthur as the doctor in ED (timeline between when he's an intern up to residency) and Merlin is an ICU nurse. Am not going to put blatant spoiler here, just stating a few facts why I just love this one. One is that, I can quite relate to them working in a hospital setting, what with Merlin working at ICU, and since I'm currently taking ICU course, I kinda get it. being busy almost all the time and have little time to spare with your social life. ED is quite a harsh setting, you got to be quick and all that, and like Arthur have once reasoned out, being in public hospital is honest, where you got honest cases coming in and when you're in ED, you got to witness a lot of thing. to tell you the truth, the nastiest thing I ever saw is this wound that this patient have falling from his bike, I think a large portion of his thigh is not there..really nasty.ha ha.<br />
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this fic is a story that have all those fairytale moment yet felt so real, dealing with work that left you with little time to spend together, the insecurities of admitting to yourself who you really are, what people think of you, what your family thinks of you or just keeping those who is important close to you. all those insecurities are there and almost real, and you watch how they (well, mostly Arthur, really) took all those baby steps of learning who you really are, admitting to everyone who he really is and showing them who is the one that matter, arguing, fighting and compromise, supporting each other along the side, getting the skeleton out from where they buried them. this fic is just gorgeous. the author write so that readers are in some kinda limbo, there will be the time that you are in the present, and then swept back to the time why things in present matter to them.<br />
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I have many favourite moments there. and I can't list them all. the supporting character are also solid, there are there, but just really supporting. this is totally the fic about them both...<br />
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okay, enough with the fic. Have I relished the fact that I cried watching the last few minutes of Merlin s4e9?<br />
oh, Merlin crying look so tragic that I cannot help but shed my own tears. ok, spoiler. I don't really care at this point, Morgana being sore that Arthur is going to make Gwen his queen (oh, Morgana, you're not the only, I assure you. I'm with you in this one) and she use necromancy to call Lancelot from the dead, sending him to trick Arthur and all that. okay, I'm just going to view in Merlin side, coz I don't care much about canon pairing. Merlin is glad that Lance is back, but God know, he's the curious sort, and he know something is not right, and Lance outed himself when he hinted that he didn't know that Merlin have magic. and Merlin did some magic test or something, and found out that yes, Lance is truly dead, and the one prancing around seducing Guinevere is just a walking corpse and he was really sad about this. The most tragic scene is the last scene where he watch Lancelot died once again (he killed himself in prison as Morgana ordered, a loyal puppet to the end, truly not his fault) and when Arthur ask for him to be given a proper burial, Merlin is the one who did it. It just like Freya scene all over, though with lot more flowers and all, and Merlin did some small necromancy in his part, waking him a few seconds from death in which Lance called Merlin's name and say thank you. oh, and after he burned the corpse, just like he did Freya, he cried. a lot. and Merlin's crying face is so heart-wrenching that you are roped in and cry along. He have the right to do so, Lance is another friend that know he's magic. Will had died. Freya also died. and now, it's Lancelot. currently he just have Gaius to help him all along. it must be lonely to be him, with everyone single person that he indulged his secret in died.<br />
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annnnnnnnnddd I'm ranting too much.<br />
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here's the fic, Shelter by Kelly on LJ. 7 parts<br />
<a href="http://this-is-kelly.livejournal.com/346629.html#cutid1">http://this-is-kelly.livejournal.com/346629.html#cutid1</a><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++You just have to bear with me ranting on Merlin till it finally ends.ha ha++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-16162284064844013112011-11-25T21:11:00.000+08:002011-11-25T21:11:37.105+08:00whingingI miss the feeling of having a crush on someone, or someone to fancy....<br />
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y ish there no ppl for me to adore n make me go thumpthumpthump??guh<br />
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i dun noe anymore....:facepalm:<br />
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I refuse to put my sig this time.chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-19083860696758654532011-11-19T17:16:00.001+08:002011-11-22T00:37:55.420+08:00footie SEAI don't watch footie much, coz I'm not really interested in it.. the only thing I noe bout footie is that u hav a ball, and all player chase it and try to make a goal as much as possible. shoot me for that, but I think that's enough about footie for me to noe.<br />
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tho against my principle, I did watch the SEA footie game between Malaysia and Indonesia.. this is like one of the most hyped up game. It just, when u put both countries in a game, u really have to watch. It's like a principle that every malaysian have (and I believe, the Indonesian have). That night, two of our classmate from the block in front of us joined us, with two pots of tea and a tupperaware full of moist choco cake, we are pretty much in sugar-high and yell a lot throughout the game...hahaha. glad that we score a point there.<br />
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i dunno if i want to watch nother match tho.hahaha<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++i want to much on cookies++<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-size: x-large;">WE WON!!!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">we jumped, we scream, we are basically overjoyed!!!!!!!! with two big pots of tea, cucur udang, biscuits and banana cake, we are overwhelmed..the game is tense, and so do us...hahaha. this is like the first game that I watch right from the start, and stick to it until penalty kick...am enjoyed doing this with housemate+frontblockclassmate... the lovely thing bout watching footie wif ur girl friends is that u can keep commenting on the player's figure rather than the game itself without being reprimanded..we keep mentioning how this player *coughmuslimandapekcough* have this nice arse, and oh god, no.28's Yong pose before he enter the field, he had us screaming like pure fangirls..utterly gorgeous pose there, right dash of sexiness. can't believe people that are so young can do great thing...oh, and Muslim during the penalty kick, adorable :squee:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">tho we cant say much about the indonesian player that erm...injured his reproductive organ..he keep touching his dick without being aware that he is the camera focus.tho am sorry that he injured such vital organ..haha. we can't help but notice that Bonai hav a weird ritual whenever corner kick is concerned...hav to say that both Indo and Malaysia have good keepers..</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">a tense and good game, from both country..hope that there will be no sore-loser-act that come up after this..cheers</div></div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-21025214625537727262011-11-19T16:11:00.000+08:002011-11-19T16:11:50.490+08:00cravingi always crave for something.<br />
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and right now, i crave for a chocolate..the one that priced moar than RM2...I rarely bought the one that priced moar than RM5, u noe, like cadburry's big one..bcoz i things that is an impossible price to pay..but right now, I really wish i have it in the fridge...<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++a cheapskate, no matter how u look at it++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-6668019299517329332011-11-11T17:28:00.000+08:002011-11-11T17:28:37.743+08:00updating for the sake of it.hahI baked more in a week than I ever in life.<br />
scouring net for recipe, and did it just for the hell of it.<br />
should call this with something like getting-in-touch-with-your-feminine-site<br />
let see, triffle pudding, choco pudding, choco cake..am seriously attempting to finish up Ibu's cocoa powder.<br />
lol, hapakah.<br />
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will attempt on choco chip cookies later.for snacks to brought back to puncak alam<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++yes, a short post.ha ha++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-73438428052762688572011-10-31T19:45:00.001+08:002011-11-01T23:47:27.368+08:00bromanceBROMANCE<br />
definition: a close but non-sexual relationship between two (or more) men, a form of homosocial intimacy.<br />
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1. Make a sentence using the word bromance.<br />
-Arthur and Merlin have the best bromance ever,umm, in a tv show?<br />
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2.give reason(s) for your answer in (1).<br />
-because they are!! I just took sample from season 4 episode 5:his father's son<br />
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15:26<br />
M: off again?<br />
another week in the wilderness?<br />
eating weird animals, being eaten by weird animals,<br />
no hot water, no baths<br />
This would be the last time either of us get to sleep in a proper bed<br />
A: Merlin, I'm prepared to face all manner of horrors in this world but if you think I'm sharing a bed with you<br />
M: (laugh) what? that's not what I meant.<br />
A: right, good, comfort to know<br />
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</tbody></table><div style="text-align: left;">30:52 (before Arthur took off to his fight)</div><div style="text-align: left;">M: Arthur, do you really think this is worth the risk? You're king now.</div><div style="text-align: left;"> Camelot needs YOU....alive.</div><div style="text-align: left;">A: I don't know what'll happen...</div><div style="text-align: left;"> but for the first time since I became king, I know in my heart I've made the right decision.</div><div style="text-align: left;">M: well, whatever happens out there, um...</div><div style="text-align: left;">A : you're not about to start crying on me, are you?</div><div style="text-align: left;">M: (chuckle) no. just.... good luck.</div><div style="text-align: left;">A: thank you, old friend</div><div style="text-align: left;">-shake hands, intense eye-staring, interrupting-old-fart a.k.a Aggravaine enter-</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I really wish I have the will to put Arthur's kicked-puppy face when all his knight come and pledge loyalty to him (I miss Lancelot, T-T). I especially like this one. I called it super-cocky-face-to-shut-you-up. am not satisfied with the recipient of that look.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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hahaha. this is pathetic. I am aware that people recognized this show as one of the show that have strong bromance. I can't help it...and I'm the type of person who took all underlying action as something. staring into each other eyes to speak, I squeal. Calling names, I squeal. ridiculous scene, I squeal..I am your typical fangirl.<br />
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and it is not helping when you are currently reading this fandom fanfic.lol<br />
<div>i'm out.ntah hapa-hapa</div><div><br />
</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++can't wait for next week's episode.mcm best kan++</div><br />
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another reason for why it have the best bromance. because bradley said it so..no hesitation.enjoyz, slash writers..<br />
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<li>once, someone pernah tanya "have you ever feel like you wanna kiss a girl?" randomly dekat a few ppl. I nod.</li>
<li>i dont think hari raya is a festive now. i hardly feel the aster whenever it comes around. in fact, i dread it.</li>
<li>saya pernah makan tembakau waktu kecik2.apparently, sy muntahkan balik..highlighted by my mom.sebab saya pon x ingat pasal nie.tuh pasal saya selalu high.kecik2 telan nikotin..x main r takat sedut.hahaha</li>
<li>saya ada kompleks dengan lukisan saya. saya x pernah rasa ianya cukup bagus.ianya x pernah bagus.ntah bile saya nak bagus, saya pon x taw.</li>
<li>time saya 12 tahun, saya sangat lanky. penekanan ayat, SANGAT..saya rasa kelakar tengok struktur badan saya ketika itu. macam playwood bergerak.</li>
<li>no, saya x bley nampak entiti dunia asing. tapi mostly orang di keliling saya pasti ada yg boleh.</li>
<li>the reason i grew apart dengan my childhood fren is ncoz she grew up too fast and i am childish. still are, now.hehe</li>
<li>saya beli barang kaler oren sebab papa. percayalah.</li>
<li>saya jeles bila combi dapat kereta kaler kuning, yg boleh isi barang kat tempat duduk ye, pastu ade hon, and gagang telepon. itu mainan mahal. mana aci combi je dapat.hohoho.padan muke kene buli</li>
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++tu jelah dulu.hehe++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-71914715483253086252011-10-19T11:42:00.000+08:002011-10-19T11:42:55.726+08:00sometimes i wonderdo we really need to have boy problems just to connect? i mean generally, with girls.<br />
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sometimes, even i don't get woman after all. must u assume dat everyone have some boys-related story to talk with? obviously, if u got no boys story at all, u r d lamest person in the world. u will be as out of the loop as possible while we talk secret-code-womanly-stuff-bout-boys-dat-we-noe-or-friended-or-have-or-plain-ex.<br />
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it become worser if not only dat u dont have a boy, or a crush, or a scandal, you also got no male friend.as in friend that keep in touch with you like friends does.u'll be seen as socially-ineptitude, and borishly stupid, and a no fun.<br />
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fuck this. i feel stupid.<br />
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stoooooopid<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++it's a lonely world out there++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-61249204750395978482011-10-16T23:17:00.000+08:002011-10-16T23:17:02.951+08:00confession timeOk, confessing right away<br />
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1.I don't know much about cooking but I am very interested in craft.specifically crocheting and knitting<br />
2. I still didn't get my scarf done, though it's been 3 weeks now (I'm lazy yo~)<br />
3. I am VERY interested in making amigurumi right now.at least it's easier to make, have the chance of money-making product aannndd it's cute as hell. (I might consider spending money at Daiso again for felt fabric, crochet stuff and yarn)<br />
4.Currently flailing my fangirl-self for BBC's Merlin. I stay up late, checking London's timezone, waiting links to be put up, practically squeal everytime Merlin and Arthur interact, rolling over my bed everytime Merlin smile, or do ridiculous joke, or just being Merlin.guh<br />
5.I like Morgana, and her actress Katie. Morgana have fabulous sense of fashion, her gown, her hair, her everything. a dark sense to her presence, yet Katie like to tease, laugh and make jokes all around.<br />
6.I still sleep with the light on at home. And here at Puncak Alam, I tweak the light of my lappie to its fullest and put it on my bedside table when I went to sleep (we switch off light here)<br />
7. I'll pull my curtain over until I can't see the window, at night.<br />
8.I refuse to sleep with a mirror near my vicinity. if there is one, it's for the best that I can't see my reflection or any kind of reflection there.<br />
9.Am basking myself in ArthurxMerlin (or the other way around, don't care much at this point) fanfics.and very happy to have a long list of fic recommendation<br />
10.Yes, I did scream a little during al-Hijab. it's more like a horrible chocked ahh that come out after you are laughing till u got tears and suddenly get shocked .am horribly embarassed with it.<br />
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ten for now, and more for later.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++I don't curse much right now yeah++</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;">p/s: confession no 11: I still didn't finish up my bloody assignment, all of it.fuck it.and ICU test next weak.and fyp proposal to hand in.and two presentations.self, go die.soul departed to hell already.night biatche</span></div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85766472981538207.post-61847306642445007962011-10-13T00:21:00.000+08:002011-10-13T00:21:01.989+08:00jangan bagi Pierre Andre bwat filem lagi dahI quote something that my friends heard at cinema:<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">I practically regressed to 5 years old watching Al-Hijab~hiding under my shawl almost all the time the ghost made appearance (which is like at least half of the movie?) okay, to justify this, I actually open my eyes, but the shawl covered half my view, so..ummm, yeah, I watched it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Movie review by me:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pierre Andre sekali lagi membuktikan kredibiliti beliau sebagai pengarah filem bengenre seram. walaupon plotnye ntah hape-hape dan x brape nak masok akal, Andre berjaya menebusnya dengan membuatkan setiap adengan seram filem itu meyakinkan~ kamon, pompuan tu dan Andre agak kayu bila berlakon jadi couple, Andre macam pasang sugar daddy, since pa gf dye belikan die macam2 (Audi pon?) beberapa adengan yg x perlu diulang, diulang juga. Kudo diberikan untuk lakon layar babak horror. dye x perlu bwat CG gempak, cukup sekadar merealisasikan segala cerita yang kita pernah dengar atau baca. kesan audio yang menjadi, hantu2 style pop up jenis yg ko jumpa kat tenet. so yeah. saya rasa orang plg x kayu adalah bell ngasri and the gang, saya gelak sambil terkejut n terjerit sekali.maaf, saya terperanjat. kawan housemate saya kata hantu2 kat situ buruk sangat. housemate saya yg hijabnye agak terbuka memberi komen bahawa entiti yg die jumpa pon x seburuk itu.saya hanya mampu gelak tawar pada statement itu. kesimpulannya, cerita ini fail dari segi film berplot fantastik tapi berkredibiliti sebagai filem seram bwat takut2 orang. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">saya masih tidak berpuas hati kenapa siang lambat sangat muncul dalam cerita tuh.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">sekian, wassalam.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">++chepazana++</div><div style="text-align: center;">++baca smut nak erase trauma.haha++</div>chepazanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06533194281687225956noreply@blogger.com0