otokke??? -contain too much hetalia ramble-

i can't make up my mind!!

I use to really ship usuk before, though i still like gerita. but then somehow, sometimes, GerIta overshadow USUK~not to mention the tears that fall when i read this pairing doujin, it almost the same amount wif usuk. when they make the chibitalia arc into anime i really ship hrexchibitalia~they got the saddest story..ever! though feliciano got ludwig when he grow up. but then when spain oyabun and his cute lil henchman arc is out i couldn't help to think that "ah, oyabun, romano, why so cute~~buuyoo"

seriously, with hetalia you can't really stick to solely one pairing. I used to ship asakiku before usuk but then suddenly asakiku got shadowed by usuk. it's quite rare for me to ship both blonde partner but well. come to think of it, i don't mind iggy being paired up with whom. there's some fruk stories that r quite good. esp when the dysfunctional family is in the picture.lil!america and lil!canada is so cuuuute~buuyoo~

then come the romaheta vid that i watch on utube~ROMAHETA!!!WHY SO EPIC!!! i mean it! it totally epic. I can understand why it got so popular in japan till the maker have to stop it, just so that the game wouldn't outshine the real series. to think something that a fan made can get this high recognition. though the game is done by amateur, the plot of the story is totally cool~game program got error (all kiku's fault, that otaku.tho i can understan his desire) and bla bla bla. the particular player choose Al as her main chara and the story progress on from there, gaining EXP and weapons, cure all infected person from error. the Holy!Italy brothers is totally awesome. meh, i'm really weak when feliciano show his melancholy and serious side. i got goo-goo if i saw him like that.he in that state is total moe~ah, and you must like Ivan in this game.that yandere sister of his, also cool.there's quite many good romaheta MAD vid at utube. aaah~~so many idea pop up when i was watching this.eh~ i think i might doodle a few. I really want to draw Holy!Italy but the cross~eh, i find a way so that i don't have to draw em.

i am in so much passion when i write about romaheta i can't stop. here let me try to give some MAD vid to this game

this vid is a little light with emotion but it portray some important event in the game.game goes error, chara flood in 2D world, the bad trio kicking up some ass (triangle attack FTW~) etc. but it only goes up till they have to destroy error so called power source.

this one is appealing to you if you have watched the game vid. lean a lil bit on the emotion side. though liecht's word to natalya when they're in Ivan (whatever that mean) was very touching~ liecht, you're the little sister that everyone want.omomomo

help me decide~~what to do~~hetalia got so many new chara popping up~aiyo~should i just ship every pairing??i think i should?? yeah, i should.let's not restrict our choice and enjoy.more fun with the pairing.yeah, since my doujin collection consist variety of pairing, IMMA SHIP ALL PAIRING. SLASH OR HET, BOTH ARE WELCOME TO BE SHIPPED BY ME!! ♥ ♥ ♥

f*ck, i ramble too much.is it because all the kueh raya give me too much sugar and get me hyped up?ee~~h, maybe coz the vids i watched non stop. test tomorrow will be damned. for only a litt...lot of tyme tho.

++chepazana++

++papa n daddy is still my OTP, no matter what++

random facts...about me

1."Sweating bullets" is literally what happens when chepazana gets too hot.

2.chepazana make onions Cry.

3.chepazana died ten years ago, but the Grim Reaper can't get up the courage to tell her.

4.chepazana does not "style" her hair. It lays perfectly in place out of sheer terror.

5.When chepazana goes to out to eat, she orders a whole chicken, but she only eats its soul.

6.chepazana doesn't go on the internet, she has every internet site stored in her memory. She refreshes webpages by blinking.

7.chepazana eats a bowl of diamonds every morning.

8.If you spell chepazana in Scrabble, you win. Forever.

9.chepazana once ate an entire bottle of sleeping pills. They made her blink.

10.When chepazana wants an egg, she cracks open a chicken.

++chepazana++

++i hate people who nag++

If they have given me the role as an ignorant useless bumbling head who is so irresponsible then I'll gladly assume the role. thankyou.

hidup yang penuh suprise

come bebeh, we all buat entry ala2 coretan hidup. bukan selalu kowt. den kalau dah start nulis Bahasa nieyh alamat grammar semua tunggang langgang. jangan harap ada selitan simpulan bahasa mahupun peribahasa kali ini. Kalau Puan Zubaidah, cikgu BM den tyme skolah dulu baca entry nieyh musti kepala die posing. ntah camne anak didik die semua bahasa malaysia buleh lulus. Once masuk uni jerk, semua tunggang langgang. takde semblance langsung dengan hapa yang dah diblajo di sekolah. dulu kalau suruh buat karangan BM lepas r laie nak siapkan dalam masa 2 jam dua muka surat setengah. belum campor manusia spesis eager ya amat buat ala2 novel sastera karangan fakta tuh, la ni, cuba hangpa suluh bagi kat budak2 uni suruh buat karangan biographi diri sendiri, belum tentu struktur ayat dan grammar depa betul. semua lingkup.

And..apa kena mengena suprise ngan entry kali nieyh? den pon x taw. kowt nampak cam sedap nak letak buat tajuk entry aku bantai r letak. huh. aku dah terkejut gaban dah minggu lepas kawan sekelas aku tyme aku f5 PM me dekat Fb saying that she's getting married this september and the reception event will be on disember. tuh lagi haru, angin takde ribut takde, malah monyet atau king kong pon xde, alih2 pokok bergoyang. 5,6 kali den tanya betui ke idok.dah sampai seru~biorlah.janji eko bahagia bersama ye. bebudak batch pon kan kemain bahagia jadik auntie n uncle x official baby aleesya (anak incik halim sama puan ezi). xde anak sindri, anak orang lain pon jadik r. tumpang rasa megah sekali.hehehe.

tyme raya nieyh ingat nak jumpa ngan cewek beta, baiduri (wajib ketemu setiap cuti sem), my dear ted (our dvd dah sampai.QAF.all five seasons~so gonna have fun watching those blasted series) and dearest laling and kyoko, kalau buley. aku maw jumpa sama ana juga, sama raj, sama bebudak sekolah yang rasa cam nak ngadap muka aku laie. kalau agak dah dekat pat lima taun x jumpa aku saya nasihatkan jangan buat gaya teddy a.k.a. cik zaity murni sulaiman. dah elok aku dok lambai die dari jauh boleyh die datang and tanya aku ngan musykilnya "ini sharifah zanariah ke?". dey, xkan aku boley tetiba tukar jadik paris hilton kowt. huk, tyme aku terserempak ngan atiq azman lu tyme kat ampang aku kene perhati die semayang sampai abis.dua tiga kali die lalu depan aku wat dek.aku tengok gaya dah sebijik da cam atiq zaman sekolah lu,once aku panggil baru die maw sapa aku. hazirah zamri je ku ingat die tegur aku lu.dekat sacc mall tyme tuh.aku pandang die, die pandang aku.then die sebut nama manja intan payung aku "cik pah ke?" alkisah jadik r cerekarama sekejap kat situ.

kesimpulannya, kalau nampak manusia muka cam sharifah zanariah,try2 r tego. aku taw aku dah x seselekeh dulu namun beta tetap beta. u all kalau jumpa manusia muke cam aku kat kedai buku @ komik sah r tuh aku.xde lalinnye.kalau nampak perangai die spastik semacam depan buku pastuh die bercerita ngan semangatnye ngan orang sebelah die, sah r tuh aku.nak kuatkan lagi dakwaan anda, sila curi dengar perbualan manusia rupa iras2 aku tuh. kalau ko dengar ayat camni: "u noe, last i tengok papa die nye series daddy x kuar laie.dah bace fanfic baru? ah, taw x ader madvid?u should listen to len's new song. n got a lot of doujin bersepah merata kat disk srive i....." see, anda mungkin x paham bahasa apa yang die cakap namun ianya adalah bukti bahawa anda jumpa sharifah zanariah yang sebenar,tahniah. saya cakap tak pernah masok akal.

sekian, assalam.

apakah?

++chepazana++

++what the??++

I'm not a child anymore.

I would not let the past haunt me.

and so does the Present.

no matter how terrible it can be.

if this is what people said running away from reality

I don't care

I wouldn't run

if not for the fact that reality suck so much

that it disrupt me

I try not to shed tears alone

and I try to bring them out of the mess

once I garner enough strength

I try my best

to not be a fucked up adult