suicidal project

yeah~my current WIP artwork. looks hideous kan? I have to postpone finishing this artwork since I need to read for my mandarin test tomorrow (yet I still have time to update my blog.what the..).

don't you guys think that the color pink seems fluffy? with lotsa sweetness and all those girly feelings. planning on pink-gray kinda theme but I wouldn't say that that will be my final product.

pray that I got the will to finish this, and it wouldn't look so garish,and by the end of it, I wouldn't kill myself.

++chepazana++

++pray..for me?++

on kuroshitsuji:sebby

oh-kay. so i got bored during mandarin class and i can't risk sleeping in class so i draw. somehow i sketch sebby.now, i have a little quiz for you. did you notice anything weird with this picture and the difference with the second pic?

and now, i point out what i want you to notice.

as you can see, silly me had drawn sebby totally out of proportion. and i got panic.and thank god i remember that there's a solution to this out-o-proportion's problem. it's PAINT TOOL SAI.i open the file on sai, resizing first the size of the head and then the body. but the thing is that this is the first tyme that i use this particular function so the result turn out to be awkward. i try my best to salvage it but i don't know what can be said for the final product here

kuroshitsuji: sebby by ~kaizuDeadHead on deviantART

i think i overdid it.god, who care?

-pfft.sebenarnye den teruja nak guna pensil kayu yang diasah dengan sharpener besor (jenis posing2) tuh yg sketch pon pencilling je pon.

++chepazana++

++jenis manusia cepat teruja++

latest project

the last one is vocaloid fanart.

this tyme it gonna be ciel and alois from kuroshitsuji. i don't think of the color scheme yet.i can't even picture how this lineart will end up be. the lineart is kinda messy since i'm trying my newly-developed pen which evolve from pen mata tirus to pen mata khat.it's hard.really.instead of changing pens with others that have finer size, i have to control my grip and my flow.so screwed up.consider this as experimental piece. both lineart and color wil be experimental in this. alois's smile is so hard to draw that i almost gave up drawing him.

may i have the will to color. this gonna take me the whole day.

kuroshitsuji belongs to toboso yana, one hell of mangaka.

++chepazana++

++considering the idea of sleeping at 1217am. still early meh++

changing career ~video maker~

of a sort..

I don't really know what got into me lately but here, watch this freaking crap. and yeah, give much love to my buddy.

yeah, this was pretty much a self promo of sort.hahahaha~~ got too much time on hand. ah, i think i did another one too.gonna put it up here

if i got one more screw loose, I'm gonna do 'nother stuff juz like this.ftw.hahaha~

++chepazana++

++mr.technical give life to my net.woot++

the importance of editing

Okay, I admit that I'm a lil bit photoshop illitrate. I only know how to use brush only. But lately i know how to use one more function. I couldn't help but vouch that this function is like another vital function that you cannot miss. That is the (hue/saturation) and (color/contrast). Damn, i admit i only found out that ps have it.i usually either use paint tool sai or window picture viewer to do that. Excuse me all photoshop sifoo(master) out there for not finding this function earlier.

This piece was done totally in photoshop (that include the lineart, with help from my dear tabby). The first picture was how it looks like without editing. Ps got a better range in editing, you can choose to change the color scheme, depth, brightness,contrast etc. At this particular piece, i made it darker and make it more contrast, i change the midtone to be more bluish and the shadow lean more toward magenta and yeah the background suck. "orz . and after i go my own merry way of adjusting shit, it became like the second picture, which you can see have a better depth of color in it and more sharper. The bad side of this is that your mistake is going to be obvious too.ugh.

For the gakupo fanart, I did the lineart in my sketchbook and scan the picture into my lappie. The lineart a little bit blurred at first but I adjusted it at Microsoft picture manager so that it's presentable. This particular piece was colored in paint tool sai using mouse since that bloody thing won't cooperate with my tabbie, f*cker. As you can see the color are pretty dull. I did the editing using Microsoft picture manager again since it is pretty simple to use. This all happen before I know the function of editing at Photoshop.

++chepazana++

++turn 21 today++

the first production

i dunno if you can watch it or not but i'm trying to put it up here. some shit i pulled up. i think i'm gonna try making a better one using the first three drawing and try developing it from there. i have the rough storyboard ready already. just hoping i have enough will to try~~

++chepazana++

++yeah, i totally lost it.alleycats?++

new de-stress method

huhuhu, i didn't know why but lately photoshop have been my way to escape things and de-stress. that thing above is one of the thing that i fully done digitally. since i suck at background i didn't do one, lol. i still fail when it comes to color the cloth. i just don't know how. oh, btw, final had started. just finished with my first one and whoop, once i got into my room, connected my internet cable and open up mangafox, walla~~ new chap of Naruto is up...i got to scream myself out at the last page.yummy yummy evil!papa at the screen. it just like all those author at fanfic always describe him as evil!naru. sebijik.hahaha. sometimes i have my doubt that masashi secretly followed fanfics and doujin alike, just so that he won't have lost any idea in developing plots.

++chepazana++

++glad no one was around when she screamed KYAA!!++

I'm gonna be NR next time..and a little talk on my obsession

lately laling had been very suspicious when I thank her for no many reasons. thanks to her subtle hints I got to read skip beat, an absolute superb shoujo manga.. lately my mood had been a little messed up so I have a change with my reading choice. But that doesn't mean that I'm gonna quit Yaoi and BL and stuff cause so you know, I l♥ve it. period. Wanna know something that totally pathetic awesome? I had been an avid fan of sasunaru since I'm 16 years old. Ah~ the old days. those remarkable one transitional week. I keep smiling for no reason at all till my dorm mate had to make excuses for my behavior. owe you one , Paien. For a normal good person to still stick to this weirdo till the end of school day, you're totally awesome. because for one thing Paien is like, totally normal. And, once again laling managed to make me cry with only one call, telling me the spoiler for Naruto 486. but I think last week record was far more greater, since she can make me cry with only one sms. Let us hope that I got to read this week chap and the net is not cranky cause this chapter seems to be one of those chapter that indicate changes of things (or in other words, one more significant sasunaru moment. last week is one too? wtf with the tittle? so far yet so close? so corny. And man, look at papa, what kind of greeting is that? you don't really greet your so called rival-turn-best-friend-that-got-so-wacked-up-with-revenge-and-shit-then-betray-your-own-village-just-to-get-power-from-some-mutated-trans-and-put-a-hole-right-through-your-chest with stuff like I'm glad I met you. that like, totally wrong.unless you know, you ♥ him, hahaha).

Ah, I finally got a song that I want to hear today, many thanks to Ieka.she's super awesome to have this song and save me the trouble to rummage through the net just so that I have to find the song. It's been in a single playlist today. The final product of hearing the same song (everytime we touch) and mind full of crappy shit involving papa and daddy, thus this shit appear..


suddenly both of them looks too girly and daddy looks like some chic turn to vampire with the red eyes and all. This was actually a sketch that i took with my camera phone and bluetooth-ed to my pc and after much editing and all, this is the final product. I still need a lot of training when it involve coloring and all that.all hail to me~hahaha

ah, I might going to be NR starting next sem. My pa had given his green light to me. and there's people who gonna let me stay with them. I don't really have much trouble right now, except for some fugly bitch that i totally hate. I was hoping to get rid of myself from her presence. Let us just pray that everything is okay,kay?

this is somehow a long entry.There's too much to tell you guys this time.hahaha.
oh, disclaiming naruto and sasuke since it's masashi's. I'm almost at legal age where sue is something that gonna fall under my name.

++chepazana++
++an awesome tips, if u see a blank space on between sentence, try highlight it++

imitation black: step by step on fanart

the step by step by the one who have to many time on her hand

the rough sketch. i use deep blue lead so that explain the sketch color. i have to rewatch the vid for a few times till i get the atmosphere and have to pause to draw the rough sketches of their clothes

I directly inked Len's dress with o.2 pilot drawing pen. there's a few addition I made to Gakupo.

finished with inking len yeah you're pretty Len, no doubt, but you're a boy. start to ink the foremost part of Gakupo (his hand). I got pretty confused with his hair I'm messy, lol thus i re-sketch it using my 3 years old mechanical pencil.

pretty much done with basic outline and start to ink Kaito. He's pretty easy though ink consuming..

Tadaa~~ the basic artline done. Since I'm a crap at cg-ing and I'm gonna make it a full monochrome illustration, there's a few addition that have to be done

start to color the black area. I've never really abide the light-and-shadow rule, i just go my merry way to do so. It less complicated that way. trust your instinct when doing so I'm not responsible if yours turn out bad. to make it less confusing I made a tiny little 'x' on every part that need to be inked black. do anyone tell you the marker, though xylene-free have the most awful smell?? that thing contain fatal substance, i swear

the most annoying fun part, re-inking part. There's a few line that needed to thickened. usually i have my 0.1 and 0.4 to do that part. the difference in line will make the artwork more 3-D.

pretty much done with illustration. I added a few elements just to ensure that the artwork won't look empty. I'm a freak so I have a crazy urge to fill every single empty space

screw this...i've got too many free time on my hand and i'm ignoring my assignment. sue me, but i have to de-stress my self. excuse me...those three smexy hot bishies just scream "draw me!!!" with those delicious outfit..huhuhu

the final artwork can be seen here click this magic link

++chepazana++
++still running imitation black in her music list++

sirah junjungan and other randoms

today is the first day that i got to see a live performing theater. the cast are from fakulty -insert name here, i don't remember- from uitm. a remake of erma fatima's sirah junjungan. the theater quite good actually, seeing that the cast are amateurs and all that. they got the props right and the mood there, though there's a few slip up. totally amazed at their abilities to act their part, the props adjustment, lighting and audio, not forgetting the chareography of the fighting scene. cry at a few scenes actually.. it's the last day of their performance here at puncak alam.i'm glad i'd buy the ticket and watch the show. lucky enough to get a quite okay seat..ah

actually i planned to hog the net for the whole day..hahahaha...i'm not in a mood to share today..i'm hogging. go fruk yourself if you're upset..uhuhuhuh

ah, and i'm gonna up my latest sketch here. a quite simple sketch. a lil bit obsessed on drawing male right now that my female character had started to show theur deformities. girls, i'm gonna draw you next time. just let me get this over..i want to draw yummy body of male...but still failed OTL


next tyme i'm gonna draw the triplet that sang imitation black..kaito, gakupo and len..huhuhuhu..visual kei bishies..ugh.wish me luck

++chepazana++
++still hogging the net.got problems?++

i totally doomed..oh, and a new lappie~~

my pa gave me his lappie so that i can get rid of the old one (thanks aenda) and i don't really customize everything there yet..i downloaded paint tool sai only to be in despair as my tabby won't cooperate with it OTL i don't know what to say, even my ps css3 is also against me. i got a trial verse from the net and it had expired..should i install ps 7.0? very classic~~ at last i resorted back to traditional media. digital thingy have to wait for a lil bit..lately i try to do rough sketches using my color lead pencils and directly inked it with my merry band of 3 years old drawing pens.
after 2 page of random inking i drew this..the inking is still halfway done. the low quality pics is due to my webcam (bless him) and those random fingers is me *wink* *wink* those are my OCs, i think..dia(mond), spade, club and heart..yeah, lame name. i know...orz.I'm actually glad that my inking skil don't totally regressed, though i admit the random sketches i made before this were horrible.

++chepazana++
++trying hard to ink the bloody thing.it's been 2 days already++

my side of room....at college

this is koko which have been given to me by kyoko (that explain the name) holding my new bag. it's a lil bit pink (?) i noe

Oyen ( given by laling) and Leman, who somehow have an asexual feeling with a pen, holding her/him (?) close..I'm telling you the latest pose is absolutely lewd..ah, i cannot post it here.and that chick up there who's been holding all the memos..i don't give him a name yet.any idea guys?

this is my side of room. (I'm not gonna show the other side..it's unspeakable) look at those cats littering my wall, and my lappie..those white on the screen is actually the broken part. and I draw those thing on the window, gonna show the detailed part later and the highlight is the temedobe poster..u see it?see?? my papa and daddy...this is the detailed part of what i draw at window. it's a rough sketch. took about 10-15 minutes...pencil first then inking right up with marker

dumping late nite sketches

daddy, embrace the fact that narusasu is in rage lately...hahaha
naruto belongs to masashi

if you have thin eyebrow, you won't make the world's (worst) parent/brother..heh
arthur ILUwho's your date tonight 'arry? is it -bleep-

yeah, i noe i suck so much at cg..though i like the hair

i'm on kuroshitsuji marathon..sebby that love cat is adorable

i can't help liking kiyomine and takara..takara and his height is absolutely adorable and kiyomine with his sister complex is totally helpless..let go of ayako babe
kiyomine and takara from komahoshi belongs to abe miyuki

++chepazana++
++when i'm gonna sleep?++

ha..ha..effing ha

a pic of few words

sketch dump

hahahahahahahaha

++chepazana++
++frustated over her huge artblock.damn++

i really did this!!

no kidding.though the artline was done by benitora53. credit goes to her. download the lineart at deviantart for coloring practise using photoshop..ah, it really felt lyke hell, dragging the mouse over the damn lineart...it's a good thing that she draw such magnificent bishies. i only practise to do the skin part and eyes is not a real prob to me. i did the hair only with base color coz i don't want it to look awkward~~i'm so not gonna do the whole pic.i might *die*.i'm proud o myself..huhu (if u look at any colored photoshop-colored artwork by me, u'll know y i'm proud o meself).ah~~~i really want some tabbie!!

++chepazana++
++having back pain,pondering whether she shall color her own artwork.using mouse,dammit++

vocaloid 2

the first page.....it's a lil bit messy though

i got a feeling i'm messing up the story

totally messing it up...hahaha

++chepazana++
++it's readable scan kan??++

vocaloid 1

this is the character design...the real things r too much fussy to be drawn and i hav to re-scan all 3 pages of aku no musume that i drawn earlier coz the file effing big and blogger won't have it.
i only drew 3 pages coz it's too much hassle..

aku no musume (daughter of evil) music and lyric originally done by akuno-p. utube has the vid.
there at least 2 parts of the chronicle:

1. aku no musume sung by kagamine rin
2. aku no meshitsukai (servant of evil) sung by kagamine len
   

and len.......i'd bawled my eyes every time he sang his part...uh. other song that regarding this chronicle r

1. daughter of green by miku hatsune
2. prince of blue by kaito
3. daughter of vengeance by meiko

other sub part that can be regarded as story that happen after the 'daughter of evil' chronicle

1. regret message by kagamine rin
2. re_birthday by kagamine len
   

now, i need to re-scan all those bloody work..that might take about 24 hours? i'm a proscinator. if someone lucky and i fell up to it, they might be more than 3 pages. hopes r not to be up high.

++chepazana++
++cursing all the hassle, from researching, to drawing, and scanning++

a diary entry...of a kind

damn my scanner juz make itself available at land of the crashed but i really want to put it up so i juz snapped a pic o it, still readable though. cannot put up the second part. that one is totally..udhue

++chepazana++
++still not sleeping though it's 649 am. shucks ++

when u're stressed out, u discover new thing

apparently that was a long tittle but somehow that's the right things to be said with my new discovery. due to one depressing paper, i have an insomniac night which i spent on drawing and tadaa~ i can draw with a new style.

i was actually tempted to do a template on consistent expression but at the end i was somehow drawing a realistic character, which are not that realistic at all.

a potrait of myself that i try to draw. one glance of the potrait you can't say that u know that that was actually my potret.


i was actually trying to do draw bai but at the end the result was not that good. ignore the random sketch.


this time it's a caricature. all i can say that new things are enjoyable to be explored but all in all, the result may not be that good.

++chepazana++
++suffering the side effects of the insomniac night++