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Sunday, December 21, 2008

senile-my latest state

recently i made an account in deviantart. it goes under the name of kaizudeadhead. suit to say there will be no other drawing uploading in this site by me..

++chepazana++
++menyelongkar lukisan lama ntok dinaikkan ke da++

Monday, December 15, 2008

advice?????

the only thing to do with good advice is to pass it on. It is never any use of oneself

-oscar wilde-

I found out about Oscar Wilde when I was reading one of my many Harry Potter fanfic. After a vain research about him in wikipedia, i now have little grasp about his life. the most noticeable thing about him is that he's an Irish play writer, remarkably famous during late of Victoria age and a flaming gay. Wait up, the term bisexual may apply more accurately since he's married and have two sons. the gay thing aside, i found that most of his quotation are full of sinister remark about society at that time and somehow it implied in the world that we live today. maybe because the way he's thinking is different from everyone else.one that I particularly notice is the one quoted above.

in term of the quote, i have to say that he correctly speaking of it. no one really use the good advice for him/herself. i rarely do so. i bet other people does the same, unless i'm such an abnormal person that i think differently from other people, well in a certain aspect i do. good advice are to be heard, stored in your brain, waiting the right time to make its appearance.tell me, how many of u actually listen and do what other told you to do so? i for one never really do. advices sound nice when u're in trouble but mostly it's a mere nice words, said only to please you. yet it comforting.really...

i think i'm off, finding someone to give good advice on how to treat my current mental illness..

++chepazana++
++currently hallucinating...hey, it's that naru i see? geez++


Thursday, December 11, 2008

~cuisine bliss~

if u're on ur break...the most heavenly thing that u will have in ur home is ur favourite dishes...

for example...

Udang Pictures, Images and Photos

yes...my beloved udang goreng...i'm in love with udang goreng..gimme!!!

Ikan Keli Stim Pictures, Images and Photos

hohoho...ikan keli...although i preferred it to be masak lemak cili api..since i got d pic from other site..don't bother..

Cheese Cake Pictures, Images and Photos

a slice of my fav cake...ehehehe

McD Pictures, Images and Photos

u know what is this...though u can get it anywhere besides ur own home..wait, u can't get this at home..and cake too...sorry my mistake though..

++chepazana++
++currently hungry..++

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

sem break thingy...

tick tock tick tock

turn on my lappie

type in my password. hint: two hottest bishies eva..*giggle*

log on...*pliing*

uh,hello Sebastian. hello Ciel. long time no see. *wave hand*

click, click

loading....

the fox in fire logo pop up.

type in!!!type in!!!

blush, giggle, laugh, frowning, cursing, typing, watching, hearing, feeling mushy

click, click

god, 4 am already???

click click

bye guys...tomorrow we'll meet again 'kay. *throw kisses at Ciel n Sebastian*

log off

*blink*


++chepazana++
++routine had become boring, yet the content is aways something++

Monday, October 27, 2008

hell time over!! translation: no more practical!!!

three weeks of hell!!!!

yup, i've just gotten myself a trip for one to hell, no thanks to Ketua Program kejururawatan. ah, how i (miss) that trip.i even get to go to various places...

first week, there's beringin..(sing-it-along:pohon beringin~~)it's more like a simulation to the real hospital.most of my time here were wasted on fooling around, going in out of others' lab sesuka hati, trying on the patient's clothes (so besar,saiz xxxxl kut), play with the wheel chair (wee~~) and duduk bersama senior, chatting (that's what normal girl do when they want to kill time, really). nothing much happen here. the only significant thing that happen here is that we did the last office or like other call it, LO. it nothing to do with jason lo but LO is what we do to the deceased. so sedey maa...(not really). with lagu salam terakhir as a background music and surah yassin humbly being recited by whoever-is-the-one-who-recite-it-and-get-it-recorded-so-that-you-can-play-it-on-your-phone, i do the LO to one of my senior.(T-T) *sniff* that take place on friday


ok,here comes meyat hidup!!!say peace~~~
after you see this picture, i'm sure, you'll be next.muahahahaha

second week-kajang
home sweet home..really.kajang is hectic as ever, you never really get a rest. i met many people here.cliche word: macam2 ada. i've got to met a makcik that sakit mental, guess what, she can speak english quite nicely,but well, she IS mental. there's a patient that are old and she got skin like a dried tomatoes. picture it guys. there was someone dead. i get to help the nurses to transfer the dead body to keranda bergerak (i kinda didn't know what that thing is so i used my own term). all in all, i got my first cross here *yeah!!*

my ward at kajang-ward 3; medical female

third week,selayang- worst eva!!
infection!!!!!!!!!!for god sake,the first time i got here, i've gotten myself a cough. i don't care if it's a mild one but it's kinda well more-to-annoying cough. the patient here didn't cough, i'm the only one. how's that? the nurses at my ward are quite strict,they don't hesitate to bully you all over but then you realise,it's only to teach you. the patients are nice.they chat with you and all that but madam toh,one of the patient is a bit fussy. sabar je r....i practically jump when the shift over at friday night. it marked the end of this hell tour.


this is madam TOH,the fussy auntie yet very generous with praises..


kesimpulannya di sini, praktikal x berapa nak sihat dari segi minda dan fizikal *COUGH,COUGH* ok, gua kena chow, nak makan ubat batuk cap ibu and anak...

++chepazana++
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