do i mess ur sidebar dat have lotsa blogs' name?

hello~~
i don't know how i can open up the blog using my beloved (not!) lappie..it's a miracle, satu keajaiban, kiseki dan seerti dengannya. uh, starting to use multiple language in an entry means i'm not um...sane??

my mental have really take the toll of no rest.it make me physically tired too..i'm alone rite now inin my room, i wonder who want to be stay at the next bed??it's empty...my rummate went home.she got an appointment doing minor surgery to her teeth..i hope it hurts a lot...i really do~~hehehehe..my malicious nature started to come out...

uhuhuhu..i want new lappie..new lappie..new lappie..and i advice u all never use some horror movie rigtone cause it horrible..u cannot sleep nanti macam laling..huhuhuhu..padan mke u laling...but then i want the 1 missed call nyew skali...i maw bagi adik2 i dengar

++chepazana++
++her entry doesn't make sense anymore++

aiyoh..entry ini panjang n tunggang langgang

I'm updating my blog everytime new semester started..that's totally lazy of me~~ "orz

since my lappie can't access my blog, I (not-so-) sneakily use my roommate's lappie to write this entry..I actually wanted to upload some photo but it seems her computer can't read my phone yada yada so i can't..i want to show you my part of the room..her part isn't worth showing neway..
I'm actually sorta doing my assignment anyway which due this sunday..did i mention that i have class like..seven days per week?? god, i've been bitching about it a lot at facebook that i'm sure people will go ljkhgfd everytime i write bout it but man, this is harsh..

even on weekdays i feel like dying already tackling all those effing classes..now weekends too?the cruel thing about the sunday class is that:

1. it's on SUNDAY (come on!!!)
   
2. watching snails having race is more fun than this
3. we've gotta hand in assignment for two topics every week..do you know how much hassle it is to do two topics in a week, reading those..those BOOK?!
4. i'm in that hag's group, paksarela..bengeng towl

and ANP410 too..what the!! though all that, this sem seems to provide interesting topics, we basically will cover gerontology (older people stuff), paedriatics, sexual disorder, maternity nursing, community,mental health ( which laling advice to pay attention reaa~~lly well so that i "can cure yourself from delusions and all" ) and mandarin as extra language ( or luggage, whatever).

art-wise (?) i'm in my metarmophosis state ( or so). i'm into rough sketching (with my red and light blue lead) and colour pencils right now..come to think of it, it's been a while since i draw fanarts (give it naruto, hetalia,etc)..have somehow start to draw almost nude picture of both sex, getting me a strange eyes from my classmate who saw it. guys, next time I'm so gonna draw xxx and xxxx doing *bleeep* (check sketchbook) aiyah, already did..luper plak..ngahahaha..

social-wise, i'm far off being propose and all that shit while everyone around me seems to find someone (and a few spare tyre oso, preparation lah kunun) Bai have someone who is serious with her..jealous T-T. I'm looking at my temedobe poster right now, wondering why in the world no one like them around me?? *sigh*

economical-wise, i'm going to explain it hetalia style. it's like america-kun didn't respond well to his cold, which then affect other country which then minimizing my saving number (totally unrelated "orz) ..arthur i miss u!! (so random LOL)

personality-wise, i'm slowly attracted to the pink colour..the collection of my pink things have subconciously increased. And my mental status health are slowly deteriotating..in a brink of developing chronic delusion, severe case of insomnia and madness

a few things that i would like to recommend to you guys

1. a very potter musical by starkids potter. it can be watched on utube.damn funneh.and god, voldie s totally pwn-ed...by me ( tights, voldie? *wiggle brows*)
2. hetalia doujins, sasunaru/hpdm fanfics, and random BL manga just to satisfy your fujoshi site with lot of yaoi-ism and 18-R \\(>/////<)//
   
3. faber castell classic color pencils. you can color gay rainbows with it..
4. pilot color eno pencil leads which come in various colours...rough sketches are more enjoyable with em. i got red and light blue
5. sms ur friends..they keep you sane
6. have faith, be strong and pray
7. pink..it despise laling so much that i subconciusly collecting it (?)
8. stay sane, stay sane, stay sane

++chepazana++
++can't focus, bleary eyes,waiting for laling's sms reply++

ha..ha..effing ha

a pic of few words

what to do..what to do..

counting the days that i have to go back to uni is absolutely depressing..how much tyme i have left??lyke a week or so..damn, next sem gonna be a hassle.orienting to absolutely new and out-of-world syllabus..and a new language to take..aiyah.even my Arabic are very much tunggang langgang rite now.

annnnd today is christmas..merry christmas to everyone who celebrate. laling celebrate it...she woke me up just to wish me one and brag about her accidental christmas present from Maxis, a free RM5 credit to her phone..( I don't get it so i sulk..here).when you talk bout christmas, there's a new year coming along and when there's new year, people talk bout resolution and shit..and i have vowed one to myself (early huh?) i vowed to save money as much as possible so that i can spend as much as possible at CF.i swear i gonna find a way to go there..i've never been in one of this manganime convention and all but f*ck it, so much awesome goodies sold there this year (according to DA-ist's journal) and i not-so-secretly wish i have new lappie..i want one...

man, i'm cranked

++chepazana++
++feeling the hols guys??++

OMG!!!i MISS you!!!

bloggie-kun, I miss u so much~~

and i can finally talk to you again, after a long abstinence of doing so..
but I'm not keen on doing fancy entry today...we go the typical mode now then, shall we??

updating to the latest trivial thing of my life, nothing much 'cept my practical session started and my juniors are all some shitty stupid morons..they are to blame for that 'incident'.my hatred to that person had increased quite lovely...very lovely indeed. my artblock had started to clear off and i become particularly fond of drawing bitchy (and not so bitchy) ukes and woman figure (it's damn satisfying drawing boobs-it looks stupid and you can mess up with the size..hahaha) \\(-w-)//

seme-type bishies are hard to draw "OTL

my coloring sense seems dull ~like always~

and sayko keep updating her blog, make me jealous *pout*

just now, i realize...you can't fit three month story into one entry..

umm..melawati's pop corn is nice..not too sweet and not too bland..just feel nice

did i tell you i made a new OC? his name is keju..the real name is Kyle Edward Johannson Ulverick..i made the nickname first then i came out with the real name, thus the ridiculous name.i have to fit it in..blame me.my OC is easy to draw..i kept in mind that if you want to draw someone regularly you have to make it as easy as you can..draw a distinguish identity to him. keju didn't really have one (i can't draw his pink highlight, can i?) he got quite a penchant for feminine fashion.uh, if you look at my drawing, most of it have that kind of feminine aura emitting from 'em. Keju got a bit of pedo-streak with him..young boys and girls are appealing to him..he's one of those who had borderline morality..don't you think that people with corrupted morality is amusing..hahaha

sayko's psycho streak been inflicted to me..ugh

God knows how hard to convert nursing student to become a fangirl..i failed..they're far too strong. i need back up, but who can be one??

I don't make sense in this entry

++chepazana++
++yesterday, sayko and kyoko came..wee++